Today I got a rude awakening. 

Something that  made the pit of my stomach ache......I tried to feel happy but i just couldnt help it.......I spent my birthday just contimplating and reflectintg and actually thought that I would be able to go down this road that I went on before and actually keep on moving.  I realize the the world changes whether im there or not.  I thought that I would always have this person.  I took advantage of a feeling that was ther and didnt even look at the screen. smh.Today was a day that as the rain fell down my window pane sadness fell down my soul.  but I have to move on.  I dont understand how i could have been so blind talking to this person and all the answers to my questions were sitting right there for all to see.

Its time to suck it up and go down a different path now.......time to move on....

Infynite

"the reason I continue to breathe day after day...
the only one i turn to when i can't find my way, because he is the light at the end of my tunel....
that first piece of chocolate cake that makes you lick your lips cause you cant wait to taste...."

I will remember......always